Why am i in so much pain. nobody knows. ppl will never know. and i will never know. i wont ever know. nobody ever believes the things i say and that just means u cant trust them. well i cant trust them. ppl dont understand how hard it is to have ur life torn apart and then tampered with. its impossible to understand or even talk about. My family is poor and my mom is in college right now to make our lives better... At least she's growing up. its hard to grow up and i not one to wanna grow up. But one day i have to. That wont be til i die. If ur reading this u may not believe me. But... maybe u will.

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