Alright, so there has been a few specific situations that have popped up in the last few months. I would like to take a moment to go over why I am the way I am, and other stuff, since I'm getting really tired of dealing with it. If you disagree at all with this blog, that's fine. Just don't flame or bash my opinions: in summary, be civil.
1. The "Online Siblings" matter
I don't just give the label freely, to start off. I've given deserving people this title because they saved my life- literally. I would not be here without them. Plus, it doesn't happen when people ask. It never does. It happens on its own. Blaze never expected it, nor did Brother- and we're currently very close knit. So please, if you're only pursuing friendship with me for the sake of being granted the title, please don't be my friend at all. Not to mention, I'm closed off to most people and I don't give my respect easily.
2. Why am I so rude? Why do I shut people out?
Alright, so some of y'all have been saying I'm rude, disrespectful, etc. Yes, I am extremely rude and blunt to people who don't know me. Why? Multiple reasons. I'm a highly vocal person. Highly. If people are constantly setting themselves up, then yes, I'm going to be brutally honest about it. The number one reason is: I am protecting myself. While you guys aren't afraid to chat with other people and make friends and such- I am. I've lost too many people that mattered to me, be it from suicide, natural causes, or tragic accidents. This has left me to fear making further connections and treasuring the ones I have. It's just the way I am.
3. Hurting my friends
I don't take people who upset my friends lightly. They are very precious to me, and they know who they are. If I find out that you've specifically bullied one of my friends, I shall release the hounds. B) (TECs reference- Brother, Blaze, and Lucan know it)
So yeah. TL;DR, if you don't like me, that's too bad. And I'm not changing the way I am anytime soon. Thanks for reading. o3o